崔十三

This Friday I was criticized by my manager because of the email about the meeting. Before I sent the email, I asked Mars to check it, he said OK and told me to send it out. Since i have no cable to contact with the web inside of the company, my outlook will offline every 10 minutes,

I can’t fall asleep, I lay awake in bed. I thought that I could have a good sleep tonight after I went back from outside, because I was so tired, I even finished washing very early. I turned off the light at nearly 23:00, I felt very upset, I don’t know why, maybe due to I didn’t learn English today?

I thought the conversation

I have worked in the new office for nearly two weeks. Just like the colleague R said, people don’t like to talk to the strangers nowadays, a consciousness of self-protection     is becoming stronger and stronger. As a new member burst in their circle, no one knows what you are good at but the relationship

Since my parents had staid here I haven’t written diary, those days I only sleep at home on weekends, and eat meal occasionally during the weekdays, so the conflicts between us are rare, I felt very happy, I feel that we should live together, my parents need me just like I need them. My father didn’t get the job as he wanted, so he had nothing to do but hanging

    　其实我会想
　　也在梦想
　　快将某个人遗忘

　　什么令人梦
　　什么令人空
　　开哪扇窗 命运会不一样
　　留一转 不能回头
　　叫人回头看 是否也算勇敢
　　
　　其实我会想
　　也在梦想
　　快将我自己遗忘

　　什么令人忠
　　什么令人疯
　　关那扇窗 命运会不一样
　　发一散 就算不被祝愿

       我闭上眼 哪怕堕落也算精彩

Before the evening class last night, we three girls sit together gossip instead of ate dinner. S said she didn’t understand why I quit the last job and came here to endure tortures. I replied that everyday I sit around, busy with the thing useless, I don’t want to waste my life, I want to learn something to enrich myself. But the girl who got married

You are right, no matter what a moody and selfish person I am, if you are not happy, I can’t cheer up too, and our motions influence each other. So, you have the right to criticize me, if this can soothe your heart. The things I can give you are so little even a promise for the future, even an encouraged word which would make you feel hopefully, I also feel very sad for the same reason.

When I was in the middle school, I always recited the text frequently while the other classmates didn’t take it seriously. I think this might be one of the reasons that I could learn it well at those days, and I am a pretentious person sometimes often very pompous, in order to flaunt myself I always study hard. Until now, I find that some people whose English

This is fate! I never thought that I have the opportunity to drop the resume to that company, to be honest, I’m not very eager for the position there, I only want to have a try, I really want to practice my English in this project. The last two days we were not very happy, this caused me very sad, and demonstrated my opinion again, it’s no difference

Today we had the test , I made a presentation about perseverance once more in the oral test, I know persist in doing one thing is not easy, such like learning English and doing exercise, I . Then we had the chemical English in the afternoon, I felt quite sad that I didn’t answer the question well, I lost the confidence, and maybe I don’t know why I am not happy.

越是年长就越能体会，爱一个人与跟一个人生活，有时根本不是一回事。

有时候，我也佩服自己

没那么简单

Not so simple

就能找到聊得来的伴

Find a man to get along well

尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛

Especially seen so many betrayal

总是不安 只好强悍

Hard to feel safe, only can be strong

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

Who quench my passion?

没那么简单

Not so simple

就能去爱 别的全不看

Dare to love and care nothing

I haven’t written dairy for 5 days, I was so missing writing in English, I’m glad that I’ve found that I was so immersed in learning English, no matter what work I’ve changed, if I could use English I’ll be satisfied. Sometimes, I felt regret for changing the work, but I always say to myself that I’ve